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He never told us his sad feelings and unhappy experiences, like his poor family with fewer rappelz gold. In contrast, the stories in his writings were full of sorrows which shocked me deeply, so he was just like a puzzle to me. I pitied him so much that I felt sad for his sorrows. I could not control my feeling and curiosity, so I was eager to walk into his world and know more about him. What is more, I was eager to let him know more about me. Therefore, I got his QQ number from one of his old friends and began a cyber chat without giving my true name, but I told him my true feeling and my true life, with the enough cheap rappelz ruppees but live plenary. I even hoped he could guess my true identity, thus I could make a judgment whether he cared about me. I was disappointed that he had no idea of who I was. During those days, it seemed that he liked talking with her He often left messages to her even when I was not online. However, I began to be self-condemned. My conscience told me it is unfair for him because I knew who he was in the reality but he knew nothing about me. Finally, I told him everything in the summer vacation. At first he was very angry, but later on he forgave me. He gradually find happy I was the real friend both in the reality and the virtual world, he would like to let me smile by his rappelz ruppees.
I did not know whether something was wrong in its developing step. I found I lost the happiness when I was with him. I was sure that I loved him so much but I was a little sick and tired of it. I always held up my feeling because he never expressed his feeling clearly to me. He might buy rupees for food for me, not the flowers. I was a little disappointed of his blur affection. Why did not he just speak out his true feeling? I could not bear it sometimes. I did not know what my identity was to him. I hated a dubious relationship between us.
After a period of time, we still maintained this kind of relationship, I started to tired of this. I started to doubt his love to me. If he loves me, he would say it out without any hesitation. He would not let me feel so tired. So I chose to leave, I buy rupees for a ticket and sit at the seat to another city.